Don't stop believing

2010-04-16T02:26:00.000-07:00

Dude. Look. just cos i dont retaliate and fight back, doesnt mean u can continue pissin me off.

Just because i dun behave violently doesnt mean u got the fking right to treat me like im a fool.

Just cos i close one eye doesnt mean i got no fkin feelings.

Eh, fker, im human.

i dunno wtf it is u have against me, or why u have it for me, but fk off.

im not interested in playing games anymore.

my patience is wearing thin.

u think im ure dog? ask me eat leftovers, say i lookin for money in the sand. fuck u.

u fker every monday u fking treat me like a piece of shit.

guai lan me summore.

every thursday u treat me like a fool.

oh yeah.

this refers to 2 fucked up ppl.

sry abt the profanities but yeah. fk u.

and u fking wan me to behave like a guai lan cb right

just cos i look like some bubbly fucker hu got no fking life u mistreat me la.

fk u are gonna get the attitude u wan me to give.

2010-04-15T04:53:00.000-07:00

this is retarded. nearly a week since i last updated my blog.

ok i havent gone for a swim in 6 weeks. sucks. and i'm feelin very f'ed up. im sorry. ______ ___ ignore the messages ive sent to u cos yeah. i think we can go on wednesdays? since _____ doesnt wanna go. yeah.

people think its stupid that I, Gabriel Lim Wen Jun, has a blog. as in no one bothers reading it.

they don't even know it exists. sigh. startin to think that life pretty much sucks.

well mine does.

and i think that 2 people whom happen to be my buds ought to know that the only reason why i gave them a certain look when they brought up a certain idea is bcos im trying my best to bring the class together, and they see things as if i just wanna be with a certain group of girls. i really hope u girls try to understand where im coming from. im not flirting. if u were me. u'd know.

2010-04-09T08:41:00.000-07:00

DIDI DIDI DIDI DIDI DIDI IS SO AWESOME AWESOME!!!! SHE GOT ON THE ELLEN SHOW AND SANG!!! WHATS MORE IS THAT SHE WILL BE COMING OUT WITH AN ALBUM NEXT YEAR!!! CANT WAIT!!! HAHAH TODAY WAS AWESOME!:D DIDNT HAVE CHINESE REMEDIAL COS HUANG LAO SHI MC AND I SPENT THAT TIME STUDYING CHEM WHILE WAITING FOR DAVID. THEN I WENT WITH AH LAU N SEBAS TO BUY BUBBLETEA WHERE WE SAT AND CHATTED FOR A LONG TIME:D I JUST REALIZED AH LAU N SEBAS CARRY THE SAME BAG AND THAT THEY LOOK REALLY CUTE TOGETHER AND WUD BE A VERY GOOD COUPLE:D ME ELLIE DAVID N XM TEASED THEM ABT IT HAHA OH AND MAMA HUI YUEN (HER NEW NICKNAME:D) ACTUALLY CHANGED ALL THE COINS FROM THE MONEY TO PAY FOR SS STUFF TO NOTES FOR ME COS SHE SAY ITS REALLY HEAVY! LOL SO SWEET LA AND SHE SMSED ME TO REMIND THEM TO PAY LOL THX MAMA HUI YUEN!!! OK GTG HERES THE LINK TO DIDI'S ELLEN PERFORMANCE:D AWESOME!!! AND I LIKE TOOK 2 DEEP BREATHES WHEN I READ ON WIKI SHE'S GONNA COME OUT WITH AN ALBUM AND THAT SHE PERFORMED THIS:D GOT THE LATER PART OF THE SONG TOO AHHAHAHA

2010-04-07T01:19:00.001-07:00

Who says they cant be together?

My headache is sorta clearing up... sigh missed 2 days of school and i got a test tmr... i just watched 2012 again on mio and i think its really one of my all time fav movies... wad if 2012 really comes... sigh...

2010-04-03T17:57:00.000-07:00

Every second i'm with you counts.

IMPRESSIONS WAS A BLAST:D TOOK 173 PHOTOS LOL IMAGINE THAT;D LALLALA I TOOK A PHOTO WITH HER WHICH MADE ME REALLY HAPPY AND WE HAD LOTSA FUN! THE MUSIC WAS REALLY GOOD AND THERE WAS SOME DUDE WHO SANG LIKE JOSH GROBAN! HATS OF TO THAT EX-HILDAN:D PHOTOS WILL BE ON FACEBOOK IF ANYONE WANTS TO SEE THEM:D I WONDER WHEN I'LL CHANGE MY PHONE AND MY PLAN... I HOPE SOON:D UNLIMITED SMSES WOOT HAHAH WE ALL LOOKED AWESOME LAST NIGHT:D ESPECIALLY HER HAHA SHE WAS GORGEOUS:D ITS A PITY JARED MISSSED OUT ON *COUGH COUGH* AND DAVID THE ASSHOLE DIDNT COME. LOL BUT HAHA ITS OK:D I REALLY LIKE HER... ITS NOT PUPPY LOVE ANYMORE:D HAHA TOO BAD I DIDNT BUY THE TOPMAN TOP OTHERWISE I WUD LOOK NICER:D DUN REALLY LIKE GREY TOPS. SO DULL:( SO LACKLUSTER... HAHA BUT ITS OK:D NEXT TIME NEXT TIME;D I'LL SAVE UP TO SHOP FOR THE NEXT EVENT;D OH AND AS I WAS SAYING ON THE FACEBOOK ALBUM, I WOULD REALLY REALLY LOVE TO PERFORM ON THE VICTORIA CONCERT HALL STAGE. I THINK IT WOULD REALLY BE THE TIME OF MY LIFE.I HOPE WHEN I GET INTO JC I'LL BE ABLE TO DO JUST THAT:D

2010-04-01T06:01:00.001-07:00

ding dong bell... kitty in the well... la la a la la la la la la dunno wad to say la...

2010-03-27T02:39:00.000-07:00

If it means we can be together, then I wouldn't mind being frozen in time.

Greetings fellow aliens. Today i shall share with you creatures my views on depression and our education system. nevermind im too lazy sorry. tmr.

2010-03-26T02:20:00.000-07:00

Flying high with the clouds.

Today was kinda awesome. As i made my way to school i was so embarassed because my boaters went CLACK CLACK CLACK and i was dressed so formally. everyone was at their best including me and it was so fun! we took so many awesome photos and now i have an aim.

if i ever go to poly, i'll take a course related to green energy/infrastructure. if i go to JC, i'll take drama as my humans and then H2 bio & Chem.

Here's my point of view regarding Polytechnics and Junior Colleges. When one enters a Polytechnic, it is assumed that he/she already knows what they want in life. They have already planned their whole career and are getting ready to be exposed to a life similar to that of University. When one enters a Junior College, it is assumed that he/she does not know what the want in life. They are just buying themselves time to plan and hence they do not close any doors and career options.

It is assumed that it is easier to get to University via Junior College, however, that may not neccesaribly be true. In a Polytechnic, the average results of 6 semesters is taken as one's results. In a Junior College, it all boils down to one core exam. Thus, it all depends on individuals. Whether or not one can consistently do well, or whether or not one is better at for the lack of a better word 'spamming' all at one shot.

Now that we all have a clearer view of the situation, I hope that this will help all those like me make better decisions. P.S Life is all about choices. Good Luck.

2010-03-25T05:29:00.001-07:00

Walk with me to the end of this road.

Morning started out ok. slept through english cos Mr. K was giving fashion advice (awesomeness) and then jared screwed up my afternoon.

he forced me to folo him to sports hall to book badminton court. told me to go ALONE to the atm and withdraw money to pay. i dashed across the road in the rain. came back. dunnid to pay. why? cos not even booking. no slots. ok nvm. go back to school. he ask me folo him go find ah lau. i say no. ask him go alone. he duwan. fine i folo.

ok now picture this. everytime i arrange something with him, he backs out at the last minute. he made me go ALONE and he doesnt want me to do it to him. jared got wad he gave me back. so now were quits. and i cant decide wad to wear tmr. dang.

2010-03-24T05:53:00.001-07:00

One for you and one for me, our emotions run amock.

boring boring boring day... whole body is aching... sigh... why must i be born with no ability to jump... stupid shit SBJ... sigh...

dunno what to wear on Friday... sigh... cant wait for impressions, gonna dress really nicely... i really gotta wear something awesome...

joey koh made me happy today cos she told me my back is very hard (muscular) as compared to david's.

However, i suffer from inferiority complex and depression... im slowly sprialling into depression.... inferiority complex... jared n gang keep telling e im not fat... i daren't believe... i think everyone i know suffers from depression its just that we all refuse to admit... sigh...

This post is for the sake of people who read my blog and enjoy reading it. Please tag if u enjoy.

2010-03-21T07:11:00.000-07:00

#1 On my agenda once I get a girlfriend. Bring her to the beach, hold her hand and leave footprints in the sand together.

tsk today wasnt a bad day.wasted 2 hrs of my life in the afternoon waiting for my sister and spent the rest of the day slacking. havent finished mrs alina tan's ss and history homework. as of tomorrow, no more playing a fool in her class. cos if i continue, i'll be history. hmm... no one reads my blog i think. whoever reads it next please tag otherwise i shall not blog anymore.

2010-03-20T09:07:00.000-07:00

Today i shall blog about evil pranks to play:D

Prank #1: Make-up your hand till it looks burnt (drama people should know how to do that)
Walk into Isetan and approach a counter selling cosmetic products (eg. Moisturizer)
Lift up cosmetic product and say "I bought this and used it on my hand."
Lift up your burnt hand and say "And this is what i got."

2010-03-19T07:03:00.000-07:00

hey baby u sound so sweet on the phone:D hey baby ure the sweetest of em all:D cant resist u no more:D haha spiralling deeper in love haha nth much happened today managed to just pass physics test and fell asleep for last part of lesson cos i finished my work:D slept during the movie "How to train your dragon" haha and came home fell asleep again LOL gosh i think i caught the amanda yeap disease:D sleepy sleepy me:D ok nth much more to say:D

2010-03-18T07:20:00.000-07:00

Some things are just not what they seem.

Today was not all too bad other than the fact that we didnt swim cos of the rain and i pissed jeremy toh off cos of that and he didnt hear me ask whether he wan me follow him go shop for presents so he tot i was gonna pang seh him. sigh... anyways got a play this sat but no one to go with other than drama people... sigh a bit boring leh... go with them so many times... need a change... i mean this in the best way possible. oh wells... i aint got a date for impressions sigh...

2010-03-16T04:55:00.000-07:00

Im sorry but im too lazy and not in the mood to blog today. so just a picture.

If we ever we are caught in something like that, hold on to me. Ok? Please?

2010-03-13T05:15:00.000-08:00

Will you watch the sunrise with me?

Greetings creatures! I am rather happy today:D Had frolick after dinner:D haha i'm hoping to get a nice camera for my birthday:D *hint*
nothing much to tok abt though:D

YAY frolick:D

2010-03-12T01:07:00.000-08:00

A rainbow in the darkest hour, that's what I need.

Today was a not so bad yet not that good either day... i managed to get B4 for all 3 sciences which is a wicked improvement... A2 for emaths and english... but my combined humans pulled my score down like siao la... 23 points leh... suck shit sial... sigh... anyway had no idea i wud pass physics... came home slacked the whole afternoon... and i passed A maths. wow. wow. wow.

2010-03-11T04:11:00.001-08:00

If only life could be as simple as a black and white photo...

Cross country day:D haha yeah we won! jared n xm got first for sec4 & 5s. me, stuart, angelica and joyo got 4TH for flag bearer race:D haha we did well team:D thx for not giving up haha:D BTW all those who ran too:D u all were awesome:D and tmr is an unsure day... cos results day... im super scared i wont do well and then theyll call me drop again... i really dont wanna... sigh...

there was a girl today who was the extreme of childish... nvm shant brood abt it... wow i got sun burnt...:( haha but not only me:D were all burnt (ellie, hua, ah lau, rui wen plus plus):D

P.S this post if for those who think my blog is dead.

2010-03-07T05:28:00.000-08:00

To accept another for whats behind the facade, the mask, is to be in love.

And today i woke up cos my dog likes licking me a lot... i spent the whole day sleeping... im gonna get fat la at this rate... sigh i shant write too much for today's post.

2010-03-05T07:09:00.000-08:00

Simplicity is beauty. The beauty in black and white photos is just exquisite.

Had physics test today. not bad. i think i faired quite well. wouldnt say for sure but at least B3?

jared is really stubborn... tell him study he duwan listen...

saw toh doing 'sai gang' today. he looked very very very sad. i feel for u man.

well there's a big fuss about the class seating arrangement.

i have to agree someone *cough cough* really is a control freak. worse than me.

anyway nothing to say liao.

2010-03-04T06:03:00.000-08:00

Not my picture but my quote.

2010-03-04T02:34:00.000-08:00

Sigh... SPA SPA and more SPA... sadded... today i'm baking the march baby's cake... which is just abby and amanda... hope it doesnt fail though... scared it wud...

Maybe you're angry... or maybe you're just playing hard to get... which is it? im prepared to do a lot for you... if you could just see that...

Some things are bad... Some things are good... Sometimes we choose to scrutinize on the bad things... Maybe we should take a look at the good? A new prespective. But it is inevitable to only see the bad things... (please realize before its too late)

ok back to life. mmm... life has its ups and downs but yeah overall its quite ok. spa today was good... taiwan just experienced a 6.4 magnitude earthquake... but i think let us look at the recent natural disasters in a new prespective. us humans, we do not show love to one another until we lose them. us humans, we spend our time cutting each other's throats. maybe the earthquakes are good. with deaths, come love, compassion and one can truly see how one man loves another. sympathy and empathy is felt for the victims by people fortunate enough to live normal lives like you and me. the earthquakes are uniting us, bringing us humans together as one, together to care and love for one another. not too bad a thing no doubt lives are lost in the process. but well, sometimes things are sacrificed for the greater good? honestly, i progosticate that more of these natural disasters will occur. and i hope that a good will come out of it... that us humans would be more expressive of our love to each other. anyway this is just my point of view. feel free to disagree and comment in my tagbox.

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2010-03-01T01:27:00.000-08:00

gosh totally nothing to feel happy abt today... hmm tmr got spa and i havent start preparing... tuition starts in 2 hours time... appx. 1930 hours... a maths... at least i passed la... but seriously... spa spa spa... hais totally nothing to say today...

mm... ok nothing to say liao.

Failed.

2010-02-28T05:35:00.001-08:00

My parents are the worst at the business. Does anyone know how ****** unreasonable and failed they are? let me tell u. They raised a girl who happens to be blood related to me. u can assume that she's my sister even though she has nothing in common with me. My parents have spoiled her. when she asks for something, she gets it. be it food, phone or just something as simple as having the upper hand in an arguement, she gets it. wtf? she takes my wallet for nothing, throws all my coins out and walks away. next thing u know the moment i scold her my dad scolds me. fk him. my mum scolds me for being too concern over my sister's business. fk her. do i be concern or let her destroy her own fking life. which i shld say is already half destroyed. she's in primary 5 and ways a whopping 80 kilograms. find me another 10 year old who has that weight. this afternoon my dog sneaked into the bedroom when i went in. i slept the whole time so i didnt know she was in. she pooped on my fked up sister's bed. then when we got home, we saw the shiit. my fked up sister ran to my mum and fking told her. i asked her why she must tell, she say she wanna get the dog in trouble. why the fk does she wanna play with the dog if her aim in life is to get it into trouble and not take care of it? fk her. so my mum n dad scold me. fk them. my sister says she wish i wasnt born. wtf? who came first? no respect for elders. the only thing she's lacking in life, respect for ppl. shes a fking bitch. ppl who do not like the f word, sry. but fk them. seriously. they dunno how to teach their daughter, they condon her mistakes, they allow her to gorge herself. oh today my dad told my sister not to eat the chicken wings my grandma made for dinner. my sister said no. my dad ask why she must eat. my sister threw a question back. guess wad she asked? "WHY U ALL MUST COOK THAT!" WTF? she assumes that the whole world revolves around her. for friends like J Sim and David, wanna know why my hse no sweets and soft drinks at all? cos of that fked up glutton. my parents fault lorh. cos of her everyone suffer. the girl who tells tall tales and complains to get everyone in trouble. the glutton. the pig. the one who assumes the whole world revolves arnd her. and guess wad, shes acting cute. she talk to me, i ignore her. she say, "see mummy, i told u." she talks to me, i reply her, she say" see mummy, ure son got some problem. why he like that." u know what? fuck u. fuck myparents who are absolute failures at parenting. fk them. i'll nvr be like that. take my word for it. oh and i forgot this. my sister got my bro's phone cos her didnt want it. she take and now she duwan use it. she wan her old phone. one week ago, she took my phone and hid it. then she claim she didnt. next morning, she returned me my phone with my scroll pad missing. i ask her why she take, she say for fun. then i say why i take hers cant but she can take mine. then she started saying just shut up. nevermind. so i ask my mum to give me the phone my bro gave her since she spoiled mine. she say no. i say why, she spoiled mine. she say i dont care. my mum asked to use that phone since my grandpa's has spoiled. my sister again said no. to her own mother. fk her. fk them. spoil their daughter and now they regret. ppl tell them they spoiled her, they push the blame to each other.

orchard

2010-02-27T08:00:00.000-08:00

today was relatively good, bought a red singlet new sunglasses and yeah ok not bad. valentine's day was nice and jeremy toh u suck1 pang seh. nvm kidding.

seeing all those happy couples watching, i just wish i cud be like them. but she's happy. maybe she will be happier with someone else. as long as she's happy. but im not giving up yet la.

ok nth else to say. bye.

Realize.

2010-02-26T06:41:00.000-08:00

Gosh... sighing today... bad day... bad bad day... but oh well life's like that its inevitable and i shant badger at u people who take pride in reading my blog.

And the rest of the day wasn't all that bad, B3 for Bio and i probably failed my chinese test but hu gives a shit. stayed up till 12.30 last night to study for a physics test that didnt take place... sadded but nvm means i got extra time...

ellie's grandma's hse was a lotta fun but yeah so that was the only not so annoying depressing and upsetting part of my day... 3km on the threadmill... damn.

2010-02-25T04:20:00.000-08:00

HELLOS:D today was quite a good day for me, ok maybe halfway.

WAHAHAHHA today was like awesomeness cos of swimming!!:D although we were lazy ttm and swam 10 laps nia hahha and hmmm... JEREMY PANG SEH-ING ME ON SATURDAY:( but nvm first time offender HAHHAH and we went TANNING:) we just got on the sun deck and fell asleep rofl wonder if im darker....

ANYWAYS walao... tmr got physics and chinese test... duwan study leh...:( hahha nvm i shall mug mug mug mug mug and make sure i do well:D haha thankfully my hard work is paying off and my results are looking up:D

2010-02-24T02:35:00.000-08:00

Haven't been myself lately...

I pretty much know why myself...

But yeah not gonna talk about it here...

Chem today was quite ok,

not too boring but wow redox is tough.

Stayed back and studied with david, ellie and xin minn.

the four Hamigaps!

And Mr Bakar was epic funny!!

Mr Bakar: Is david retarded?

Ellie and Gab: Yeah!

hmmm....

Maths was retarded...

1 test 2 quizzes in one day...

epic man...

was having an extremely bad flu again...

popped a flu tablet(drowsy kind) during chem

and fell asleep during english...

Ellie and Xin minn i heard what u said in my sleep

and i wasnt bluffing...

oh and im the huge monster with the trunk eh???

I shall start posting quotes everyday.

Here's one by William Wallace:

"Every man dies,

but not every man really lives."

2010-02-23T03:09:00.000-08:00

Today was screwed up. seriously. i hate ppl hu make me wait. for nothing. -.- and i hate pangseh-ers. DETEST THEM. I WUD SET THEIR HEADS ON FIRE IF I CUD...

anyways... jared i did mean to dao u. -.- stupid pang seh king and hmmm... david u suck cos u wasted half an hour of my life showing off ure *cough* chest muscles to whoever wanted to see them...

but the 2 of u were not the reasons why i got so furious la... tell u 2 the true reason tomorrow. but well today wasnt really a bad day either come to think of it:D i owned at e-maths and haha ELLIE N ME totally sing well together despite what mean evil sneaky scandalous people say:D

OH and best of all today haha P.E was awesome:D i finally stopped myself from being lazy while running hHHAHAHAHAH and weeeeeeee today (i cant rmb wad i wanna say....) OH YEAH Mr Lai exposed some SCANDALOUS AFFAIRS in our class and WAAHAHHAHAHA he ended off by saying, "Just trying to be scandalous :D" rofl man... SO SCANDAL lol...

aww crap... differentiation test tmr... die die must pass man... must study haha mugging mugging lol
(p.s jared & david seriously i dunno why im saying this but yeah ps abt today)

2010-02-21T00:12:00.000-08:00

Ok my first day blogging again haha sry jane not using the blogskin u designed:D i guess as we mature, things we used to like we don't anymore... anyways my goodness some crazy driver nearly rammed our car into the KPE tunnel wall just now urgh i was busy fiddling with my phone when that happen i wish i had like reported him to the police or something la crazy driver on the loose haha but well i may just end up like him so :X haha hmmm... Percy Jackson and the Olympians:The Lightning Thief is very nice:D i've always been fascinated with greek mythology so this was really an eye opener O.O oh and to the angel of my life, wanna go shopping next week????:D